"THE PAST"

..everyone of us fell in love for the wrong one..

..this poem is my original composition when I was in high school

..and this is dedicated to my "EX"..

THE PAST
Do I need to care, about you my past?
Our happy memories faded fast
And all the memories that we have done
And now in reality it was gone

One year almost when I was moving on
I am weak, all i know is holding on
And now I regret that I loved you most
And so I missed you, and I feel I'm lost
 
I lost everything when you are leaving
Every minutes fast, my tears was falling
And how I wish that I was to dying
For me not to feel the fate of loving

Now I've learned a lot and my heart is clear
I throw the moment in the shooting spear
And now I forgot, all about my dear
My past comes to end, my future is near

According to my favorite book : "the rules of life".

.. You might be tempted to dwell on past because it was awful or because it was wonderful. Either way, you have to leave it behind because the only way to live is in the present. If you’re revisiting the past because of regrets, then you need to be clear that you can’t go back and undo what you’ve done. If you hang on guilt, you’re only damaging you’re self. We’ve all made bad decision that have adversely affected people around us that we professed to love but whom we treated disgracefully. There isn’t anything you can do to wipe the slate clean. What you can do is to resolve not to make such bad decision again..

              TRY TO SEE THE PAST AS A ROOM SEPARATE FROM THE ONE YOU LIVE IN NOW. YOU CAN GO IN THERE BUT YOU DON’T LIVE THERE ANYMORE. YOU CAN GO VISIT BUT IS IT NOT HOME ANYMORE. HOME IS HERE NOW. EACH SECOND OF THIS PRESENT IS PREVIOUS. DON’T WASTE ANY DROPS OF PREVIOUS TIME SPENDING TOO MUCH TIME IN THAT OLD ROOM.DON'T MISS WHAT IS HAPPENING NOW BECAUSE YOU WERE TOO BUSY LOOKING BACK, OR LATER YOU’LL BE BUSY LOOKING BACK AT THIS TIME AND WONDERING WHY YOU WASTE IT..

 ..to my fellow classmates,friends and lover..

 ..I hope this post will inspires you a lot..

"THE TRUTH BEHIND EVERY SUFFERING"

In some instances of life, there are times that we felt so tired, too weak and doesn’t have any strength to face every trials that comes to us. In my part I always asked myself why life is like this. Why we need to suffer. And why it took at this far, but I never ever question God why He gives me this kind of life.

I really love Sunday, not because it is a rest day a time to hang out with families and friends, but because it is the day when I visited my father’s house, the church to be exactly. I have a time to pray, to say thank you for every blessings. To say sorry for all the sins that was being committed.

Every time that I was in the church I felt so relax, safe and blessed. I really love listening to the word of God. I don’t know, maybe it’s a miracle; those questions in my mind had been answered through the help of the gospel, especially the homily.

I remember last Sunday; the homily is all about “sufferings”. It says that it is not Gods made but most of them are man made. God doesn’t want us to suffer. He gave those trials to us because He knows we can overcome it and most of the time we need to learn from it.

Keep believing that everything has its own purpose. Don’t forget that everything happens for a reason. Don’t get tired and even give up. Remember, God is always with us.